Monday, October 11, 2010

(Puppet’s 7th Successful Monthsary)

Puppet is my life. I want to give credit for that because everything I do, I always put in regards to her whether she would like it or not, whether it’s bad or wrong for her, or anything that is relevant about my life linked to her.

Both month of August and September have really taught us a great lesson in our relationship – that is “everything has a right time”. We have been facing problems about it and we don’t know how to overcome until we learnt to turn to our Faith that brought us again in a brighter and righteous side. It is really true that life is a learning process and we don’t need to stop from learning as long as we correct every mistake we had done. So, I am very thankful to have you as my future wife because we are together no matter what happen, in good times and bad times. I am just hoping like in those times that can happen in the future, we would still endure it together. Thank you again for the “McFlurry” that symbolizes another HOPE for us and a better way. We need to fight against temptation all the time so it means one cannot do it if the other one is not cooperating. I am praying that we can stand against all odds because I just simply love you forever.

This recent month as well, we have been fighting constantly from a small fault and misunderstanding. Actually, we had that moment that we need to shed tears just to stop all those non sense fight. However, I believe that in every fight we had, they became our signboard in the road we are going through because when we look back from those mistakes, we would know which the right way is. Technically, I am blessed we didn’t take those problems seriously for days (longest was entire night, Sorry for that.). Our hearts knew that we need to take the pieces back into shape once they are scattered because the aesthetic picture of us can’t stand to hang there showing to other people it’s broken. I would like to take this opportunity to say sorry and thank you once again for all the things we have been through. SORRY, because recently, I can’t be control, I am selfish, I am proud and ignorant, I am stubborn, I forgot to respect you, I am not worthy, I am not sweet, I am not caring enough, and all those lacking effort to make you feel like a princess. I somehow forgot that I need to take care of you because I took you in my life so it’s my responsibility and obligation aside from loving you. THANK YOU, because after all those imperfection of mine, look! I am still there in your heart all alone. You never think my imperfection and never take me to grant instead you love me more than anything else in the world. I LOVE YOU SO MUCH and I mean it wholeheartedly.

Lastly, now I know what is the meaning of these words, - “tears of joy”. I experienced it within 3 minutes and 5 seconds. I can’t stop my tears from falling down and at the same I can’t imagine how happy I was that moment. I used to create and make videos before but you think of me and caught me off guard. I never expect that thing coming so THANK YOU SO MUCH! Puppet FOREVER and EVER. CARING AND LOVING YOU MORE AND MORE EACH DAY!!!

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